Patterns and Peacocks

I love patterns in nature, and when I began photographing, I found myself noticing them even more: the way pine needles fall on the ground, the shape of clouds or the pattern of waves. When the latest weekly photo challenge came through my email with the topic of patterns, the first thing I thought of was peacocks.

patternIn January, I spent a weekend at the City of 10,0000 Buddhas near Ukiah, California. These people were serious meditators. I think there were some monks who never left the lotus position for days, maybe weeks on end.

pattern5Then came the moment when I thought my legs were going to fall off, so I headed outside to explore the grounds. The City of 10,000 Buddhas was once an insane asylum. Things have changed, but  it wasn’t hard to imagine its more painful past. Today, the City of 10,000 Buddhas offers education, a library and retreats. There are also dozens of peacocks wandering the grounds.

pattern2Male peacocks, with their flamboyant plumage, tend to get the most attention, but I found the plainer, females had their own beauty and glossy patterns as well.

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Did the Buddha sit on a zafu?

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Last week I chose some photos that meant “culture” to me, and I got to thinking about a conversation, actually several conversations, I’ve had with friends about Buddhism and the way it bends and changes and adapts to the culture it finds itself in.

It seems natural to me.

One of my friends, however, said he had to express his “disparagement with the idea that Buddhism should be adapted to the culture it is working in. I can’t accept that because then I would be accepting the idea that it should be watered down for commercialization and packaged as a another self-help video in the New Age movement.” He then cited a Vietnamese monk he knows who was impressed by his insight, thus lending credence to his view.

Lama Jigme from Tibet and some of his North American followers

Lama Jigme from Tibet and some of his North American followers

So Buddhism hasn’t blended with Vietnamese culture? It’s come down undiluted from sometime around the 5th century BCE when Siddhartha Gautama first sat under a bodhi tree and became enlightened?

How can Buddhism possibly not have changed and blended with cultures?

From Tibet dakinis and mandalas are thrown into the mix. Dakinis also eased their way into Japanese culture and became known as Dakini-ten. Buddhism in Japan embraced taoism from China. In fact, the entire influx of Buddhism into Japan was the result of one of the greatest culture occurrences in history: The Silk Road, where Buddhism was brought from Nepal. The Buddha even looks different in different countries. Some of those Thai Buddhas bear a strong resemblance to the old kings of Siam. Some schools of Buddhism are Theravada. Others fall under the Mahayana heading.

A Thai Buddhist temple in India

A Thai Buddhist temple in India

Clearly Buddhism, and probably all major world religions, has done plenty of bending and adapting to culture, so why is it an issue now that it’s begun making its way into the West? Could it be my friend honestly believes it’s not been commercialized in Asia?

There is a tendency, for many, to idealize cultures outside our own. It’s called “Orientalism” when it’s dealing with Asia. Orientalism is a kind of reverse racism where the east is imbued with a spirituality that those in the developed west can never understand. It’s somehow purer, more innocent.

I don’t think it’s accurate.

Kuan Yin, the female Bodhisattva of compassion

Kuan Yin, the female Bodhisattva of compassion

I don’t know if globalization is good or bad but I do know it’s real. There are people in all countries seeking spiritual solace, just as there are many, many around the world looking to money as a means to happiness. And it’s every where.

At the gates of temples throughout Asia, Buddhism is just another commodity. You can buy bodhi leaves in plastic bags in Bodh Gaya, malas made out of wood and seeds, incense and, of course, Buddha statues of all sizes and prices.

Really, we have no monopoly on watering something down and packaging it as another self-help video in the New Age movement. It’s just different is all.

Another representation of the Buddha

Another representation of the Buddha

I remember a trip I took to a cave in Gansu Province, China. I was with some friends. It was raining and we hiked up stone steps carved out of the mountain to the cave at the top. A monk sat sedately by the entrance. One of my friends asked me if I had any questions, and I figured why not? So I asked him the path to happiness. He asked me for some money, which I gave him, and he told me, “Pay your taxes and always listen to your government.”

 

 

Defining culture

Culture is fluid. It moves in all directions. While it might be what defines a country or group of people, but in the world of globalization, that’s constantly changing too.

An offering to the tree god, northern India

An offering to the tree god, northern India

As a travel writer, I traveled the world with the obscure goal of experiencing as much of the world as I possibly could, something that might have been culture. I’m a good traveler, and have a knack for adapting and feeling at home anywhere.

Kushinagar, India

Kushinagar, India

But the definition of culture is so slippery it slips out of my hand as soon as I think I have it.

Annual Khasi Nongrem dance, Meghalaya, India

Annual Khasi Nongrem dance, Meghalaya, India

A reader at the newspaper once wrote an angry letter because I wrote about culture on the desert. It’s different here, I wrote. We have the culture of wind and coyote, not what you find in the cities. The letter writer accused me of elitism. How dare you say we don’t have culture, she wrote. Look at all the theater and music we have for a small town.

Eng grandmother and child, Shan State, Burma

Eng grandmother and child, Shan State, Burma

It’s not what I said. If culture defines a place, what defines the desert? What is culture and how does it really define a place?

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The blind filly

A couple weeks ago the Lassen County Times sent me to a ranch on the high desert, about 40 miles north of Reno, Nev. to visit Gino, a rancher who had called about his Arabian, Star. She had just given birth to a blind foal.

Star and Stormy

Star and Stormy

I went with a friend. We  turned off the dirt road and up the driveway where Gino met us.

I did some research on blind horses before heading out to Gino’s ranch, and a lot of what I read was grim. Most insisted a blind horse should be put down. A horse that went blind later in life was no longer useful. A horse born blind had even less of a chance.

Would Gino have something to say about it? He led us to the corral where Star nuzzled her four-day-old foal.

Gino with Stormy, while Star looks on

Gino with Stormy, while Star looks on

While many ranchers might have been discouraged at the birth of a blind horse, Gino chose to see it as a “gift from Jehovah.” I don’t know much about Jehovah’s Witnesses, but it was clearly a bedrock for Gino. That and his wife, who passed the previous year, had been his lifelines. Now it was only his faith.

He and his grandchildren, Ryan and Angie, christened the filly, Stormy, and Gino said he hoped to teach her to pull a cart, so they could offer rides to blind and handicapped children.

Ryan and Angie with the horses

Ryan and Angie with the horses

She can serve as an inspiration, he said, that no matter your handicap, everyone has a purpose.

“She might not have eyeballs,” he said. “But she gets around by instincts. Just like we have instincts. The water, trough, for instance. She knew almost from the beginning how to go right to it like she could smell the water or something.”

As if on cue, Stormy ambled over and Ryan cupped his hands and let her sip out of his hands.

Stormy drinking from Ryan's cupped hands

Stormy drinking from Ryan’s cupped hands

He said, “You don’t see that often, this trust of humans in a foal so young. But Stormy, she loves to be around people.”

We walked into the corral and Gino stroked Stormy’s gleaming chestnut coat. “I call her the golden cross,” he said. “A perfect Arabian in every way except she can’t see.”

Brushing Star while Stormy nurses

Brushing Star while Stormy nurses

Born on the south side of Chicago before anyone had heard of nuclear weapons and people thought terrorism had to do with Halloween, Gino grew up in foster homes and orphanages. As soon as he started getting comfortable in one, it seemed, he was moved someplace else. Finally, when he was 12, he left for good hitch-hiking across the country in search of his mother who he never found.

It gave him a hardness, but also empathy, and he feels a connection with Stormy; he knows what it feels like to be an outcast. He said he’ll keep her and Star together. They’ll both be well cared for. Although they’ll be leaving the ranch, Gino has made arrangements to board them just outside Reno.

Stormy likes to be around humans

Stormy likes to be around humans

Since his wife died, he’s finding it harder to keep the place together, so he’s planning to sell everything and move to Reno. He also wants his grandkids to have more opportunities, although he wonders if uprooting them from the ranch and taking them to the city is the right move.

As we talked, he leaned on the wooden gate and looked out over the ranch, acres of high desert, sage and creosote bush stretching out to the Fort Sage Mountains. He showed us the scar on Star’s neck where a mountain lion had clawed her and the patch of desert where alfalfa once grew.

Angie and Star

Angie and Star

“I’ve looked for this place my entire life,” Gino said. “And now I’m leaving it behind.”

But Gino’s not one to dwell on the past. He reasoned moving to Reno will give him more opportunities to work with Stormy, fulfilling their mission of inspiring the blind.

Gino will soon be leaving the ranch he loves

Gino will soon be leaving the ranch he loves

Probably his biggest fear, and a justifiable one, is that the ranch will turn back to desert and in a few years all signs of its existence will be an abandoned house, barbed wire snaking across the ground and fence posts used for target practice.

“Land is a gift from Jehovah,” said Gino. “It should be used and appreciated. I hate to leave all this but I don’t know what else to do. I just can’t handle it all any more.”

Star and Stormy

Star and Stormy

Weekly photo challenge: change

 

 

 

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Turkey vulture on Richmond Road

 

Sometimes the weekly photo challenge strikes a chord. When I saw this one on change, I thought of the turkey vultures I saw last week, a sure sign of spring on the high desert.

It seems a little ironic that these carrion eaters are symbols of spring and re-birth, but then, again, maybe that’s appropriate. Any change necessitates a death of sorts.

Vulture Peak, Madhya Pradesh, India

Vulture Peak, Madhya Pradesh, India

Vultures are considered the most Buddha-like of all birds. Some of the Buddha’s most important teachings, including the Heart Sutra and the Lotus Sutra, are said to have been first given at Vulture Peak.

Waiting for dead flesh

Waiting for dead flesh


I like turkey vultures. Once I passed a tree with a dozen or so of them perched in the branches, like black ornaments on a Christmas tree, waiting for a wounded deer to die.

Change. Spring. Rebirth and death. We’re always changing, always dying, only to be reborn again and again.

Griddhraj Parvat, Vulture Peak

Griddhraj Parvat, Vulture Peak

When Opportunity Comes Knocking

These week’s post is a guest post from Dianna Gunn whose blog, Dianna’s Writing Den, is a wonderful compilation of advice and resources for aspiring writers. So please check out Dianna’s Writing Den for other great articles on writing. 

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Often you’ll be presented with opportunities that don’t have obvious bearing on your writing career. You discover a free knitting class. Someone offers you a job outside your field. You’re given the opportunity to travel for a non-writing event. Maybe you discover an opportunity to act in a short film.

It’s important not to dismiss these opportunities. You never know how they might influence your writing. Trying new things is a great way to get inspired, and if the opportunity involves learning a new skill, you could find eventually yourself writing paid articles about that skill. A seemingly unrelated skill might just be what you base the rest of your writing career on.

What you need to do is evaluate every opportunity by asking these key questions before you agree to anything:

1. How much commitment will this opportunity require? This is perhaps the most important question. Time is a precious commodity and if you don’t have enough, you don’t have enough. Without knowing how much time a specific commitment will take, you also won’t have a good way to figure out if it’s worth it.

Unfortunately I can’t give you a good rule of thumb for time. If you’re under employed, committing six hours a week might be fine and well worth it depending on the opportunity. If you’re trying to manage a job, a family, and your own personal writing, six hours a week might be a lot. So it’s up to you to figure out how much time you can commit to any given project.

2. What will this opportunity give me?Will you learn a new skill? Make connections? Make money? These things can be invaluable and well worth your time. Just because you’re focused on building a writing career doesn’t mean you should exclude all else. Everything you do can become fodder for an article or a story. Every connection could be a future job. Money from part time work can ease the tension in your writing business.

I recently took on a part time job doing street promotion for a dance studio. Although working has cut into my writing time a lot, I know that the money will allow me to invest in my education and my business. Once the school year ends in June, the 8-12 hours a week I’m putting into my job won’t be a big deal in a few months, and it means I won’t have to search for work in the summer.

Think hard about what you’ll get from the opportunity before you make a decision. If you’re likely to make long term connections or learn a life changing skill, it’s probably worth it.

3. How much do I want this? Even if the event/program/class is a great place to make connections and learn new skills at the same time, you won’t get much from it if you don’t want to do it in the first place. If you don’t want to make the commitment, don’t. It’s your time, and you should focus it on doing things that you enjoy.

When the opportunity involves money it gets a bit trickier. Often people end up with jobs they don’t really want because they need the money. When you accept a job like this, you need to make a clear exit strategy. If you have a plan to get out one day and you set aside the resources to retrain, a crappy job can be a great path to a good career.

Otherwise, only take the opportunities you’ll enjoy and stay committed to. There’s no point agreeing to participate in something if you’re not going to be able to follow through. Saying no probably won’t burn any bridges—not showing up when you’ve agreed to might.

It’s important to be prepared when opportunity arises and to keep an open mind. Why  take a free Reiki class? Why  go to a free reading event where you’ll meet other writers? Why  participate in a series of workshops about spoken word? You never know where any of these one new skills can take you.

But it’s also important to think hard before making any big commitments. Make sure to ask any questions you might have before accepting any offer/invitation. If you’re not good at thinking these up on the spot, you might want to create a standard list of questions to ask.

By being open minded but discriminatory with your commitments, you’ll ensure that everything you do helps you grow as a person—and growing as a person means growing as a writer. 

Dianna L. Gunn is a Canadian freelance writer/blogger who dreams of one day being a famous novelist. You can read more of her stuff at Dianna’s Writing Den

Lessons from water pumps

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     The water from the hill where I make my home is not exactly bad, but it is unattractive. It’s filled with iron and the water is always a bit off-color, but at certain times of the year, it’s a reddish brown like the rocks. Sometimes it looks like mud.

     It’s been this way ever since we had the well dug.

     Nearly 20 years ago, my former husband and I bought this amazing piece of land, a rocky hilltop with vistas in all directions, and we bought it at an unbelievably low price, maybe because the town is pretty isolated. Reno, Nevada, the nearest city is some two hours away. The population is less than 10,000.

     I’ve loved this hill since I first saw it.

     Eventually, we were able to put up a house, three bedrooms, lots of light. We lived there until 1999 and raised two sons.  When we moved to San Diego, we kept the house and rented it out.

     I’ve been back here going on four years now. After my husband and I parted ways, this became my home, and, in truth, it became my sanctuary, a place where I healed from a broken marriage and all the losses that seemed to have accumulated over the years.

     But I never did anything about the water, until yesterday when I called Steve’s Pumps, the same well-driller who drilled the well all those years ago.

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     The week before a friend and I were standing in his kitchen having a conversation. The fan above the stove was whirring, so we were both talking louder than usual and having trouble hearing each other. All of a sudden the fan just stopped. We stared at each other. It had been such a loud, annoying noise but neither of us had been aware of it until it stopped.

     “I guess this is how a person gets used to pain,” he said. “After a while they just learn to ignore it.”

     Pain, water pumps and wells might be a bit of a leap, but I thought of that conversation after I hung up from Steve’s Pumps.

     There’s a solution the business manager, Steve’s wife,  assured me and laid out the options.

     It’s fairly simple. It will be a bit of an expense in my already tight budget, but how much nicer the place will be with clear water. And why did I wait so long to take care of it?

     I like to think of myself as someone who finishes things, but in truth, I’m a procrastinator. I do it by stretching myself too thin, taking on too many projects and some of them never get finished. It’s procrastination just the same. It simply feels better to take care of things, so why does it take me so long sometimes? 

     What is the solution to procrastination?  How do you procrastinate? 

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